Hookah

昨天真的是太自在了！除了要幫
老媽做點麻煩事之外，整天都是超
有趣的。跟著誠回母校，去找老師。
可還真的衰斃了，踩到不知名的糞便。

等發現時已經在老師的辦公室裡了。
快快地衝向廁所，往水龍頭留出來的
水猛踩猛擦。好像有只踩不死的螞蟻
一樣，連吃奶的力都用上了,可惜成果
還是不好。過後就載著我到了義山，說
想看他朋友的碑，由於時間不當只有
打道回府。

說是回府嘛……也不全然。
去了購物中心，走著就走到了戲院，
看著海報，決定了要買什麼票。
滑稽的是買的是情侶位，笑死我了。
雖然這也不是第一次了，可還是會覺得
這很白痴也。三點半時去麥記叫了set meal。
整張桌子是一片狼藉啦。太陽可是高高掛著的！
誠卻要坐外頭。

“你不是說很熱的咩？”

“沒有啦……突然想坐外面嗎。而且我從來沒有想過
要坐裡面。”

邊吃邊等阿酷來，來到一場，三個人又扮起煙槍來。
就匆匆地幹著去看戲。回到家也是晚餐時間了。

待續……

Thank You

Maybe I'm no longer fit to be
your boyfriend anymore. "Why would
You think so?" or "Is that what you thought
who I am?" I know these are what you
going to say to me. Seriously, yes! These are
what I thought and I had in mind...

For days... I kept on surfing every possibility.
And I realized, I have all the possibility.
But without you, I can't be sure. So many
unknowns there.

And I realized, you just gave me a lesson.
Thank you.... =)

簡單又複雜

誠來找我，可是卻因為在外婆
家結果來不及找他，只有等到今天
早上。等他來載我都快十一點了，
早餐也要變成午餐了。可是依然未減
我的興致。跟他出去從來不需要太多的
語法，只是笑笑，想到一些小事也可以
開懷笑一餐。不會太成熟，而是“天真”
地什麼都覺得很滑稽。

不知覺的想：“怎麼這麼單白？”可是依然是
很有味道。我都不說我的問題，倒是他
每次總跟我說起他的事，然後我再給予
回應。這種比較單方面的對話，我確實
很享受。我也會說些很白痴的東西，好
不好笑也只有他才知道。

我跟他從來只是好朋友，可是感覺卻勝
過好朋友。這種有點簡單又有點複雜的
友誼，我有時也摸不著頭。沒見面時
互不關心，可能用得有點不恰當，不過就是不
見面都不會說話的。上網從來都不說話，
有的也只是必須從對方知道一些事。

或許我們不常聚在一起，難免會有一點點的
代溝，可是見面了還是像以前一樣，什麼
都說，什麼都笑。

套句朋友的話，好朋友怎樣都是好朋友
就算話題少了，好朋友從來不會被降職的。

猶如我剛認識他不久時就知道了，我們
的友誼就是到死了也持續下去。

那邊很高可是卻很大

今天突然想起以前一班朋友
在客廳裡閒聊時的廢話。

剛搬到那裡住的時候，還真的
是滿腦子在想要怎麼適應新的
環境，畢竟長期重複著一樣的
生活了幾年，突然要要異地，
難免會不習慣。

還好不稍多久，很快地就融入
了他們的圈子。有一天，一班
朋友就做在客廳，仗著打腫都不
紅的臉皮，口沫橫飛地說個不停。

尤其是到生理的話題更是聊得
起勁。不禁覺得，這兩個女的
怎麼這麼白目啊？

突然就聊起拳頭就是心臟的尺寸、
腳板就是前臂的長度、中指就是
哪裡的長度之類的。

突然就扯到鼻子來了。其中，甲女
衝著我說，“欸你的鼻子蠻高。”

我“哪有？只是現在比較高一點罷了。
我的鼻子以前跟你一樣扁也！”

甲女趕緊遮住鼻子

我“你的鼻子，永遠就是醬扁的咯。”

甲女“ㄆ一ㄚ你啊。你的鼻翼也很寬。”

接著甲乙女就竊竊私語，然後又傻傻地
自講自笑，就知道他們牽扯到怪話題。
我趕緊指著另一個朋友說“ㄋㄛ!阿天的
也是很大啊！”

結果這個鼻翼的話題就不了了之了。

All about one movie

Is it that simple? I've been trapped
in the past for months... When I decided to
let go.. It just goes away... It's like as it never
happened...

It's all because of one movie...
It sounds ridiculous, but it's true...
I just felt like I've understood the message
in the movie...

And then the rest are so easy to deal with...

DreaM

During this whole holiday, I was
hoping that I can recall I'd dreamed.
But most of the time, I fail. Only lately,
I'm able to recall some of them...

I always forget to switch my alarm
off before I went to sleep. Earlier, one
of the characters in my dream told me
"Alarm is going to set off... " and then I
heard my watch... Damn.. Then I was
pulled out from my dream.

Why do I love to dream? Because dream is
the only way to fulfill my fantasy...
According to most of my friends, their dreams
are all about reality. Which it is kinda bored for
me... Because I'm already had enough of reality
experience per day.

And the interesting part is that, I always dreamed
about something that is not gonna happen
around us... So, I call it a fantasy.
But, I do kinda envy one of my friends..
She said she can undo what's not right.
Which means she can jump back to where
she started and make a different choices.

If I can do that.. Hmm... I'm gonna be dreaMaster
already. Still I enjoy...

Perhaps, I'm still not grown or I'm sick of
reality? Who knows?

Track Down

I once tracked down your
blog... It's not really hard. But
I would never know you will
have another mirror is yourselves.

I've no idea how long it took for me
to track you down, but I did.
Now I'm wondering, will you able
to track me down too? If you do...
Maybe you know what should you do.
Hahaha...!

This is funny... Suddenly the existence
of this blog in others mind become so
important already... Maybe I want something
else... Like I listened

"We all want something else

We all want something we can't have"

p/s: it's kinda hard to track your blog... Damn... do you now how hard is it to spell your blog link out? Orz

Back on track

I once fallen.
I thought I could not be blessed.
I thought I am dead on the inside.

But it is not... I really know
I should move on. You hinted me
for such a long time, and only now I
really realize it's been there. But I
was blindfold...

I know I deserve a fresh start.
I felt like reborn, new flesh, new blood...
I know deep down in me, I was still
crawling for it... But today, this day it is...
the 15th of July, I finally stand up and take
the big first step.

This rehab might be melodramatically.
But, it's real. And I'm sober...

I know some of you were really wanted to
help, I appreciate it, you know? I was stubborn
and not being to let go... Now, actually the thing
which just saved me, was a movie...