Back on track

I once fallen.
I thought I could not be blessed.
I thought I am dead on the inside.

But it is not... I really know
I should move on. You hinted me
for such a long time, and only now I
really realize it's been there. But I
was blindfold...

I know I deserve a fresh start.
I felt like reborn, new flesh, new blood...
I know deep down in me, I was still
crawling for it... But today, this day it is...
the 15th of July, I finally stand up and take
the big first step.

This rehab might be melodramatically.
But, it's real. And I'm sober...

I know some of you were really wanted to
help, I appreciate it, you know? I was stubborn
and not being to let go... Now, actually the thing
which just saved me, was a movie...